happy birthday

it's been 3 years. now let's take a look at me checklist.

back stabbing? CHECK!

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i told vanecia so much about huahua and zhao xia, good and bad. mostly the bad. hahaha. but i've never really hate them, or even, detest them. some comments are said out of impulse, some are just harsh comments that i vented out of frustrations. but i've made genuine comment about them before. so, i'll try not to backstab them ok? hahaha.

criticism? CHECK!

i always told vanecia how awfully hua has dressed and stuffs. but i never really hate being with her or scared people see us together. most importantly, making friends shouldn't judge according to appearance right? i criticism their english at times because it can be rather funny. but i'm also protective should anyone over-criticise them. though i think i'm the only one who overdo that. ):

i criticise vanecia too, always, actually. but deep down in my heart i really know that she is one girl that can really dress herself up. just that, shed some weight k, darling. haha

being there for them? CHECK or not?

well, we normally don't really speak about ourselves like day to day talk in a heart to heart way. but i believe i do care? like how huahua told me bout her complicated love problems? and how irritating WENJING is when he mistreat zhao xia. for vanecia, i'm always there for her. so no problem.

okay, i'm tired of thinking. -pants-

we actually thought of going to 2D1N but then it's on full house, so we went to the more "authentic" one beside it. apparently, the decor is vintage and looks authentic but the food there are so-so only.

afterwhich we went to...... (secret)

shall reveal in the next post! trust me, surprises are on the way!!! :D :D :D

i don't know why but my face seems soggy. like so many fats around my cheeks. not firm. ):

looks like everyone is getting pissed

MR ONG! hahahhaha(that's to actually make myself sounds less awkward)
i thought we will be able to do our ENM project on friday, who knows that all the malls that we enquired on refused to get back to us! stop patronizing them! EFF!

i guess my boss is pissed too, it's reasonable though. staff telling you he cant work on saturday(which, er-hem, is tomorrow) a peak day of the entire week. oh, he told him on friday, not last friday in case you are wondering. it's TODAY!

i'm such a last minute person!!! actually i'm thinking of stop working too ):
because i cant strike a balance.
(but i really love this job, and my colleagues!!)

now tell me, how to go for project and yet attend work?
celebrating van and lovell birthday today! that's the one thing worth being happy for, period.

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i cant wait for FRIDAY!!! simply cant wait! WOOHOO. tho the thought of having to do ENM project beforehand SUCK! well, i will just try my very best to ignore every "hints" that huahua try to drop to me regarding on the project! MUHAHAHAH.

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i hate myself for not being enthusiastic!

-glum look-

WHO AM I TRYING TO KID? WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i just got bitten by a greenie bug!

will i become a spiderman tomorrow? the wound sort of hurts alittle. but please, be something powerful that can shoot webs out. now it's abit itchy!

shit, what if i just turned green and cant even fly. i would be even wors than 'kickass'

now the part is bulging up. what if it's dengue? best! _l_

then i'll turn like this!!!!!!! (look below and prepare to get a shock outta your life)

i know it doesn't look like me. i think i squeeze my features into a lump. gross.

(this is worst than gross) MUHAHHAHAHAHA




got a haircut yesterday. like every 3 weeks i have to chop my hair off. not really fantastic tho.

what's with the 'twist' pose. why cant i just get rid of it! like the epic pose i could ever think of.

-sulk-

i know i cam-whore alot during work! but please, i took it when there are no customers and i ensure that customers walking by couldn see what im doing. BECAUSE I'M PROFESSIONAL, DUH! (i sound like a dumb blonde)

p/s: what's worst than a dumb blonde? LOL. DUMB DUMB BLONDE?(i'm losing my sense of humour, somemore please teach me to be funny)

p/s+p/s: the ends of my lip are down, just like a horizontal inverted crescent. because there's school tomorrow!!!!! (omg chey)

原谅我就是放不开

如果这世界最终会消失
不想在一路走来珍惜的回忆里。。。。



没有你

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i hate myself for not making myself clear
i hate myself for tripping and staggering
i hate the BLOODY BLISTERS for every new footwear
i hate my results

I HATE MYSELF FOR GIVING THE WRONG SCHEDULE AT WORK!

i know i'm just an employee but i seriously feel very gulity for every mistakes i've made. even the minor ones, i felt bad, real bad!

i'm no where close to being a nosey parker

excuse me, i don't see the "questions" i asked as (real) questions. it was meant to be a bridge for me to get across the whole communication thingy. and to begin with, my questions aren't sensitive at all what. don't tell me sensitivity is subjective. bullshit.

how on earth do you think " so, is this your first job?" and "what course are you in?" sounds sensitive huh?

inserts a super duper lame face that looks like this

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fine then, let's play dumb! i'm okay with handsigns too! :D