mistaken

i spent my x'mas eve with a bunch of excellent peeps. our section mates and i had our gifts exchange in marche. got a lovely planner from larry! too bad i don't have the pictures with me, getting it from alex soon. it's time to write out my 2012 resolutions. hah. i need to get out of being single! stop telling me how good it is to be enjoying all the freedom im getting, I DONT NEED FREEDOM! hahaha. desperately seeks for a good bashing hur?

back from the woods

finally back from outfield. what an awesome experience i'd never want to go through again. hah. what a wuss, i know.
how i wish i could spend more time with my friends and family. i love them so much and will never trade them for anything. xoxo


p/s: 4 more weeks to POP and i am so happy ah! i am from mohawk coy, mohawk company ya!

are you sure you heard me?

phew. approximately 4 more book outs to POP! wooosh. simply cant wait. but actually, it doesn't make much of a difference though. there's still a long way before ORD. ive been pondering over my career opportunities after ORD, or should i continue to pursue a degree? i mean, let's just face it, growing up isn't just about having fun. going through different phases of life, we need to make future plans and decisions that might make us regret it sooner or later. count the lucky ones if they manage to bingo their life all the way. my rate of sucess always twinkling at the single digit.

when will it be just you and me?

翻飞了往事 有时灼伤眼眸,
那伤人的台词, 现在听来轻松.
若是不曾走过, 怎么懂.


too lazy to count how many days more to POP. but i've got a bad feeling for my field camp. really bad feeling.
PTP phase is soon coming to an end, time really flies. imagine my agony before enlistment, having to spend my 20th birthday right on my enlistment date. how funny life twist you around like a fool and yet it seems to have better plans for you.
i miss dressing up, my fingertips across my hair roots, pushing up with hair wax on my hands and end it off with a spray. oh well, halloween night to USS anyone?

i dont need readers

was trying to recall when was the last time i actually take proper pictures. as you know, dslr isn't exactly the kind of camera you would like for self portrait. i used to go around with vanecia, taking pictures of random stuff(that includes ourselves) around singapore(actually, mainly town)
i miss those times whereby we can laugh at what we are doing under the public eye. weird stares and awkward laughters. not knowing what to do. i can still vividly recall how we went to buy a cup of coffee from starbucks and started taking silly pictures of ourselves behaving like international models.(we weren't even using proper cameras) guess we'll never do stuff like that again.

but still, i enjoy taking pictures of my friends and myself. be it individually or in a group. because when we look back, the first thing we are going to laugh at will be "WHY THE HELL DID I WEAR THAT KIND OF STUFF OUT" *laughs*

anyway, had an awesome day out with the usuals yesterday! didn't manage to take much pictures because i didn't bring my camera out. speaking of it, im thinking of getting a compact camera because dslr is such a pain especially when mine is super duper heavy and impractical to carry it around.

gonna get my ass back in camp real soon. 13 more weeks more! :D


/walking in the rain wasn't that bad after all.

tick tock

enlistment in 12 days time.

xfingerscrossed

make a guess

i never expect there will still be anyone reading this tiny space of mine. not that i no longer wish to pen down my thoughts but rather my life is not worth writing at all. july was my last month working in depression. mixed feelings, it has been more than a year, definitely going to miss my bosses, my colleagues(mostly ex-colleagues) and my customers. i've been through quite a number of obstacles over the year, big and small ones.
Parting my school, the place where brings me 3 awesome friends whom i know they will always be by my side even though we haven't been seeing each other since lovell's birthday. they have each found a job, behind the desk, striving for a brighter future. well, i am still lazing around waiting for my enlistment which happens to be on my birthday(8th of september). how i hope 2 years wouldn't be too long.

if you are still here, im thankful.

20 days before enlistment, cheers :D