as much as i hate to be a letdown

people ought to be more realistic, no amount of 'having a whole new year' statuses on your facebook is going to change anything. if it's meant to be, it will be. whatever i hoped/wished it would happen on 2010 didn't.

it certainly isn't because i haven't been putting in extra effort to make things work. just that i've come to my senses that by making a wish is not going to make everything come true.

if tossing a coin in the fountain would work, i wouldn't have been brooding over this for the past years. fuck it!

most importantly, im such a lousy friend. i just hope you don't lost your way while seeking the path of fame.

happy new year all.

visuals > words

it's like there's a button, ringing time to time, reminding myself don't to try it a second time! you cant afford a second time. i really hope you just go to bermuda triangle and disappear! i beg you to leave me alone.

about 6 months ago

this wasn't really a group photo as kenny&andrew + yika wasn't around. but i kinda love this pic!

fyi, the red mark above my lips isn't a pimple! i cut myself while shaving! ):

(btw, i was so happy ydee cut his hair because hmm.. um... he don't look as good as before! BAHAHAH! omg, i know im damn bad but you know the stress im facing in the shop?!)

phew~ at least i can try to be confident for a few more weeks before his hair starts growing back! :P

it was during one of the random days at work.
kenny asked, so who's your favourite local designer in singapore?

i answered . sabrina goh? i love her designs.

-end of conversation-

this christmas, i actually received my first sabrina goh! OMG! unbelievable!

it's not like i'm constantly talking about her label. that was the only time i told them, and they remember.

aww... that was sweet. but i have to say i kinda have mixed feelings. well, i'm always the one getting scolded if you havent realised. BAHAHA. (wait, daen please don't tell them hor!)

so edgar got a shades from hide&seek. ydee got a bag and necklace from actuallyactually. yika got a necklace(that weighs a ton) from blackmarket. lala got a bag from furmuse.

:D it was indeed a merry christmas!

we had our dinner at ps cafe along ann siang hill. the ambience was great! nice food and cakes. so far, one of my best christmas party!

daen joined us for our party. well, he is going to be singapore next model. HAHAH! :D

talking about model, i got so pissed that day while i was shopping in river island. this group of fillippino next top model tried the earrings that are placed at the rack. i got so pissed and i told them off! i even pointed to the board that wrote "for personal hygiene, no trying of earrings".

seriously wtf?! then, the staff approached(as i guess my voice was kinda loud). she said that the maids ought to buy them cos she already tried it on. truth is, she is a maid enjoying herself outside since it was christmas eve and she got off days. she got no money to buy a 65.90 earring.

okay, immediately i felt pretty bad because i was kinda nosy. ): but they are really annoying by blocking the way and i swear they just KEEP trying the earrings. it was really unhygienic.

well, i didn't know what happened after that cos i left after buying a bag!

er... why am i talking about this when im supposed to blog about christmas? oh whatever. HAHA!

more visuals tomorrow! :D

merry chirstmas! :D 2010

as usual, spending xmas eve at home.

not a bad thing tho, at least i get to rest my throat. am really not feeling very well. coughing loudly in the shop today. i guess parco must be filled with all the germs and viruses from me! ):

on my way home.

BOY: why just now you didn't buy the top? i thought you like it?

GIRL: yah, i like it but like very revealing leh

BOY: since when you scared of revealing, i know why la. expensive right?

GIRL: *nods*

BOY: i buy for you la! as xmas gift

GIRL: don't want la! dont waste money 39.90 leh!

BOY: as long as you like it!

i didn't know typical drama scripts exist! sometimes i'm just so envious of these lovey dovey couples! ):

ah shit, i didn't have dinner tonight. feeling hungry now. ):

ugh, my blog is so dead. im no longer funny! bye!

and before i forgot

just for future references, i bear grudges. i really do.
i know i might be a pushover/door mat(like what joy claimed) but for certain issues like hanging up my calls, i take it to heart.

i don't mind being called ugly, don't mind if you yell at me. but i guess you went too overboard this time. and i guess i really couldn't take it.

but still, thankyou.

lonely

if you DON'T love the person, DO NOT give him/her any reason to love you more.
even if you feel lonely, even if you feel like having a person to message for the entire day.

it's like you made someone fall so hard on you when you do not have the slightest intention of catching him/her.

a simple text, a killer smile, a hint of romance would lead to an endless karma.

i know the night might be cold, sometimes too cold to deal with but please do not burn someone's heart just to warm your little selfish thought.

goodnight :)

what i had for dinner?

this is available at LIANG COURT! alright sis bought this weeks ago. according to her it's the healthier version of maggie mee. why? because the mee is not grill/fried, it still got the flour flour texture! so i pressume it's fresh! ohoh, it comes with a packet of miso!

FIRST, boild a pot of water, then pour in the miso.

colour starts to change! omgomg!!!

now you can put in your mee!!

and obviously, let it boils!

then.... TADA!!!

(no picture)

because i realised it looks just like normal maggie mee! gosh, im a failed blogger.

butbut, this miso mee tast yi-ji-ban! HAHAH! :D you can go get it at liang court now! yums!

and if you haven't noticed, my life has been so so so mundane.