as much as i hate to be a letdown

people ought to be more realistic, no amount of 'having a whole new year' statuses on your facebook is going to change anything. if it's meant to be, it will be. whatever i hoped/wished it would happen on 2010 didn't.

it certainly isn't because i haven't been putting in extra effort to make things work. just that i've come to my senses that by making a wish is not going to make everything come true.

if tossing a coin in the fountain would work, i wouldn't have been brooding over this for the past years. fuck it!

most importantly, im such a lousy friend. i just hope you don't lost your way while seeking the path of fame.

happy new year all.

visuals > words

it's like there's a button, ringing time to time, reminding myself don't to try it a second time! you cant afford a second time. i really hope you just go to bermuda triangle and disappear! i beg you to leave me alone.

about 6 months ago

this wasn't really a group photo as kenny&andrew + yika wasn't around. but i kinda love this pic!

fyi, the red mark above my lips isn't a pimple! i cut myself while shaving! ):

(btw, i was so happy ydee cut his hair because hmm.. um... he don't look as good as before! BAHAHAH! omg, i know im damn bad but you know the stress im facing in the shop?!)

phew~ at least i can try to be confident for a few more weeks before his hair starts growing back! :P

it was during one of the random days at work.
kenny asked, so who's your favourite local designer in singapore?

i answered . sabrina goh? i love her designs.

-end of conversation-

this christmas, i actually received my first sabrina goh! OMG! unbelievable!

it's not like i'm constantly talking about her label. that was the only time i told them, and they remember.

aww... that was sweet. but i have to say i kinda have mixed feelings. well, i'm always the one getting scolded if you havent realised. BAHAHA. (wait, daen please don't tell them hor!)

so edgar got a shades from hide&seek. ydee got a bag and necklace from actuallyactually. yika got a necklace(that weighs a ton) from blackmarket. lala got a bag from furmuse.

:D it was indeed a merry christmas!

we had our dinner at ps cafe along ann siang hill. the ambience was great! nice food and cakes. so far, one of my best christmas party!

daen joined us for our party. well, he is going to be singapore next model. HAHAH! :D

talking about model, i got so pissed that day while i was shopping in river island. this group of fillippino next top model tried the earrings that are placed at the rack. i got so pissed and i told them off! i even pointed to the board that wrote "for personal hygiene, no trying of earrings".

seriously wtf?! then, the staff approached(as i guess my voice was kinda loud). she said that the maids ought to buy them cos she already tried it on. truth is, she is a maid enjoying herself outside since it was christmas eve and she got off days. she got no money to buy a 65.90 earring.

okay, immediately i felt pretty bad because i was kinda nosy. ): but they are really annoying by blocking the way and i swear they just KEEP trying the earrings. it was really unhygienic.

well, i didn't know what happened after that cos i left after buying a bag!

er... why am i talking about this when im supposed to blog about christmas? oh whatever. HAHA!

more visuals tomorrow! :D