what i want

should i try it out? i've got the cone studs but just not exactly sure should i invest it on a pair of shoes or a black tote? then again, will i be able to wear it during ns?

well well, i need to get a more NS-friendly closet soon.

norwegian wood

a moving book that describe the giddy rush of adolescent love. casual sex, pure love and tragic characters emotionally engaged and flow perfectly well in this book. i'm reading it as slowly as i could so to savour and absorb the gist of what love is all about.

there's this phrase whereby i particularly like,

"if you want to sleep with me, i don't mind. i've never slept with anybody, and i'm very fond of you, so if you want to make love to me, i don't mind at all. But marrying me is a whole different matter. if you marry me, you take on all my troubles, and they're alot worse than you can imagine"

the guy didn't care at all because what he wanted was more than just sleeping her, he wants to share all her woes and happiness, weather storms together. and so, this girl married him as a virgin, she was already 25! she felt remarkablely accomplished as it's almost impossible to stay a virgin till 25(as a hot chick in japan, not easy)

fyi, both of them are not even the leadings. just that i like their part most.