heavy heart

okay, i know this is not going to be easy.
yes, hate is a word too harsh to use but what about love? does that gives anybody the right to play with it all around?

maybe i'm a loser, i don't even dare to touch love again. a mysterious thing on earth, powerful but when meddled with, dangerous.

will it really comes knocking when i least expected it? well, now i'd wish cupid could just let me off.

why didn't you hold me back?

why didn't you put up a fight

why did you add salt to my wound even further.

i just need reassurance.