weakness #1 - CATS

all my besties know that im super duper scared of cats!

during dinner today, there's this stray cat(which i suspect has got BIG BALLS), it pounced on one of the table(hello, got people eating halfway you know). i totally chua sai!

i was like O.O

praying my chanting mantra " not here please, not here please, not here please".
so one of the very kind malay decided to carry it away, gently put it on the floor.

within 2 seconds, the cat pounced on the table again!! gombling any food in sight! super brave right? OMG! then the granny got so fed up, she totally grab the cat by it's fur and flick it off.

a starving cat is a scary cat. me? hahah. im scaredy cat! MUHAHAHHAA.

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(refers to the above spastic pictures)

haven't really test out this nikon camera! ):

havent't really test out my diana Mini (i almost throw it away due to difficulty with loading the film)

joy told me not to blame the camera for not producing good quality pictures because the place which i developed them are not professional enough. she's a camera guru, so must listen to her.

but i wish i can really test out the roll of film i've bought! but still, how to load the film?! ):

should i go around phototaking since im not working?

OMG! i've got a plan. i should go like scenic spots in singapore and talk to people in english with japanese accent! super cool. HAHAHAH!

bye! just got prepare my cameras! going SNAP SNAP tmr! :D

okay, my english suck balls

im not capable of producing an entry with zero mistakes in my grammar or tenses. (especially when im super angsty)

hmm.. i wanted a tattoo real bad. not beause it's a hype. not due to peer pressure(i'm totally against the idea when van, hua and lovell got theirs 2 years ago).

i wanted it(refering to the picture i found) because i fall in love with it the moment i see it on my dashboard!

it's a tree.(not a normal tree)

it's a picture of a withered tree(drawn in a comic/cartoon way)

that comic/cartoon way is really a turn off(to others, like my sister and my friends).

somehow i got influenced. bah. im so useless.

lovell was saying if i really want a tattoo so bad, make sure it's of something personal, something that holds a strong belief in me.

(well, just like her butterfly tatto. BAHAHA! she said she wants to be like a butterfly, having a complete cycle of her life. and whatever nonsense which i forgotten)

but anyway, she makes sense. what has a withered tree got to do with me? i'm not that superficial to dig up a story to fit myself in.

i'll look for the one tattoo that i really think describe myself, my life and what i've always wanted.

most importantly, like what ruby said, something i wouldn't regret getting!

p/s: just like the skull tattoo van had. totally of no relevance to her life. now, she regrets getting that. BEH!

guys who can dress = GAYS? seriously, stfu!

LOOK AT THE MEGGINGS!!! who says only ladies can wear leggings?

don't tell me this is a picture of a girl's leg. LOOK AT THE LEG HAIR!

LOOK AT THE GUYS IN TOKYO?! so i believe they are all gays?

and seriously there's one picture that i saved (which i remember saving) was gone. but anyway, it was actually a random shot of the food fair in tokyo. and i swear inside that picture, none of the girls/guys cannot dress you know?!

i realised criticism are something lethal, girls are afraid of wearing makeup and dressing up because they are afraid that majority of the singaporean guys don't like it. they love girls with NATURAL LOOKING FACE! which is totally bullshit! (to quote from christie) if you want natural beauty right? i hope you don't mind her not shaving her armpit hair!! because every girl are born with it! so live it?

epic failure.

加油！

met up with joy, ben and april on saturday and we watched MEGAMIND! i think i really like cartoons, because no matter what, the villain will be punished and good will eventually triumph over the evil!

"i'll fucking beat the shit out of you" epic sentence that i learnt that day. okay, i'll try to use it on mansor next time! btw, mansor is my malay classmate who scolded me that day. MUHAHAHA!

damn childish right? and oh, he pushed my table also. D:

boohoo! always kena bullied. i think im too kind! BAHAHAHAH!

i need to be fierce! *growls*

okay, back to the saturday. since it's past midnight after the movie, i hailed a cab.

we started to make small talks, we suddenly talked about family(don't ask me why either, we just started to talk about family, HAHAHA)

he told me that he was once very rich, his monthly income can be up to 20k. he speculate stocks. but one day, the bubble burst (what the hell is bubble?)

he got bankcrupt and his wife left him for another rich man. he told me that his wife owns 5 beauty salon now. super fucking rich but refuse to help him when he was down.

so, he went to take up courses to be a cab driver. now he earns extra hard to make a living.

he told me that he is living alone. without any kin not kith. ):

my heart totally went out for him!!! ): ):

he goes on to tell me not to give up, because he don't believes in GAME OVER!

after i made my payment, just right before i left, i said.

"uncle, 你要加油哦！世上无难事，只怕有心人"

the uncle just smiled and say thanks! :D

p/s: I MISS YOU! so fucking much! i hope this weekend will be a blast! can we spend quality time together? just the 2 of us?