okay, my english suck balls

im not capable of producing an entry with zero mistakes in my grammar or tenses. (especially when im super angsty)

hmm.. i wanted a tattoo real bad. not beause it's a hype. not due to peer pressure(i'm totally against the idea when van, hua and lovell got theirs 2 years ago).

i wanted it(refering to the picture i found) because i fall in love with it the moment i see it on my dashboard!

it's a tree.(not a normal tree)

it's a picture of a withered tree(drawn in a comic/cartoon way)

that comic/cartoon way is really a turn off(to others, like my sister and my friends).

somehow i got influenced. bah. im so useless.

lovell was saying if i really want a tattoo so bad, make sure it's of something personal, something that holds a strong belief in me.

(well, just like her butterfly tatto. BAHAHA! she said she wants to be like a butterfly, having a complete cycle of her life. and whatever nonsense which i forgotten)

but anyway, she makes sense. what has a withered tree got to do with me? i'm not that superficial to dig up a story to fit myself in.

i'll look for the one tattoo that i really think describe myself, my life and what i've always wanted.

most importantly, like what ruby said, something i wouldn't regret getting!

p/s: just like the skull tattoo van had. totally of no relevance to her life. now, she regrets getting that. BEH!