一步一步愛

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count the years

that's my niece, kenix. i found this among my heaps of archive. she looks really different now. growing up is just part and parcel of' life.

alright, i screwed human communication's presentation up. i felt so lazy to speak up. for instance, about the overdress>underdress question that an indian guy brought up during Q&A. my mind flow through possible answers but my lips seem to be nonchalent about it. so it's shut throughout.

i don't know why but i don't like to talk, i feel uncomfortable even talking to my close friends. i somehow/somewhere forget about how to communicate.

oh yah! the cabbie said there's no sight of any jackets at the backseat. i feel demoralised now. i think i'm not really affected by the fact that my jacket went missing, or rather, i'm just getting used to having things that i adore/cherish to be gone in any minute.

i supposed, the jacket doesn't wants to stay.

DAMN IT!

FUCK IT FUCK IT!!!!!

this jacket that i'm wearing is fucking lost!!!!

why? how did you lost it?

i leave it on the cab last friday!!!! ): ): ):

i really like it alot!! it's the fucking last piece! ): ): it's really really nice!!!!! the shoulder pads, buckles and stuffs! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!!!!!!

KNNBCCB!

happy birthday

it's been 3 years. now let's take a look at me checklist.

back stabbing? CHECK!

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i told vanecia so much about huahua and zhao xia, good and bad. mostly the bad. hahaha. but i've never really hate them, or even, detest them. some comments are said out of impulse, some are just harsh comments that i vented out of frustrations. but i've made genuine comment about them before. so, i'll try not to backstab them ok? hahaha.

criticism? CHECK!

i always told vanecia how awfully hua has dressed and stuffs. but i never really hate being with her or scared people see us together. most importantly, making friends shouldn't judge according to appearance right? i criticism their english at times because it can be rather funny. but i'm also protective should anyone over-criticise them. though i think i'm the only one who overdo that. ):

i criticise vanecia too, always, actually. but deep down in my heart i really know that she is one girl that can really dress herself up. just that, shed some weight k, darling. haha

being there for them? CHECK or not?

well, we normally don't really speak about ourselves like day to day talk in a heart to heart way. but i believe i do care? like how huahua told me bout her complicated love problems? and how irritating WENJING is when he mistreat zhao xia. for vanecia, i'm always there for her. so no problem.

okay, i'm tired of thinking. -pants-

we actually thought of going to 2D1N but then it's on full house, so we went to the more "authentic" one beside it. apparently, the decor is vintage and looks authentic but the food there are so-so only.

afterwhich we went to...... (secret)

shall reveal in the next post! trust me, surprises are on the way!!! :D :D :D

i don't know why but my face seems soggy. like so many fats around my cheeks. not firm. ):

looks like everyone is getting pissed

MR ONG! hahahhaha(that's to actually make myself sounds less awkward)
i thought we will be able to do our ENM project on friday, who knows that all the malls that we enquired on refused to get back to us! stop patronizing them! EFF!

i guess my boss is pissed too, it's reasonable though. staff telling you he cant work on saturday(which, er-hem, is tomorrow) a peak day of the entire week. oh, he told him on friday, not last friday in case you are wondering. it's TODAY!

i'm such a last minute person!!! actually i'm thinking of stop working too ):
because i cant strike a balance.
(but i really love this job, and my colleagues!!)

now tell me, how to go for project and yet attend work?
celebrating van and lovell birthday today! that's the one thing worth being happy for, period.

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i cant wait for FRIDAY!!! simply cant wait! WOOHOO. tho the thought of having to do ENM project beforehand SUCK! well, i will just try my very best to ignore every "hints" that huahua try to drop to me regarding on the project! MUHAHAHAH.

):

i hate myself for not being enthusiastic!

-glum look-

WHO AM I TRYING TO KID? WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.