so, 18 years past

recently, i've received a couple of friends request at facebook from my primary school friends.

flashbacks start to play.

memories are so vivid(like out of sudden).

i laughed at our senseless jokes

feel so upset wherever i saw someone i used to know and not saying "hi"

i thought i never look back.

i thought i never regret.

right time, right phase, right stage

i realised, i really yearn to go back to where i'm still hopelessly naive.

we can buy a meal that cost 70cents with meat,egg,veggie,fish.

we learnt vulgarities together.

we talk back to teachers and stand as one.

we play with chalks and duster

we are contented with hopscotch and five stones

we fight not with our fist but pokemon and digimon.

we spent money not on clothes but on tamia cars, super yoyo, WWF cards

we can loiter around the playground for the whole day

and

so

on

and

so

forth.

but now?

we will never be like how we used to be.

thankyouverymuch for playing a part in my childhood times. my future might not be featuring you again but i hope the ones who walk with me will continue to be with me, until my very last breath! <3